Wedding bells all around !!

Huff ... I know that its been a long time since I made sense in this viscious space. Its been a hectic schedule for me attending loads of marriages all around my very close set of friends. My wingie Amar's marriage at Coimbatore gave me the opportunity to meet a lot of my old friends... After a year's time got a chance to drop in Tiruppur to say a hello to my paati (grand mom). I cudnt make it to Ranjani's nd yadee's wedding. Managed to attend their receptions. The very next week saw shashi tying knots with janani. nd ofcourse my sweet friend DS's wedding was the last one in my list.

The good thing about all the ones mentioned is that none is an arranged marriage. People have parted ways from the traditional good old marriages. I don't have any second thought about going in for love marriages. Put in the shoes of such a person thinking abt the dreadful path down the road of letting their parents know abt it, followed by a lot of chut chut mini clashes from all directions, parents, relatives, cousins, grand parents etc etc. untill they finally make it thro' in a relation, I am sure ppl hav had terrific experiences. For one moment it looks as if everyone else except you are in a commanding position of how your life partner needs to be.
And that part of life is what I call it as "Being brave and strong, holding on to the lonely log sailing downstream". Several people hav crossed oceans in this fashion and a few have crossed just small ponds.

I feel happy for those people who have finally reached their destiny...I am yet to find out my own destiny. The requirements from my side have become bare minimal offlate. I dunno if my life is gonna take a bumpy ride for the next 3 to 4 years, but the nets are all fine tuned for fishing my so-called "Golden fish". It was funny when once I was forcefully giving a thought of how I wud perceive my wud be as and that was the time when nothing arose in my mind and it was pitch dark and blank. But now things have started to change. Hopefully for the good. My parents have stopped bugging me to get married early. Should I do them justice by taking up the whole repsonsibility to myself for searching my bride ? I dunno since when my mom got this indestructable confidance in her that am incapable of doing it. Should I prove her wrong ?